Man I wish I had more $$ available right now. Tickets just went on sale for Robin Williams live at the Wharton in March.

I can't go...I cry now...

*CRY*

Stupid being financially responsible lately...dammit dammit dammit. :(

Well, I finally checked my 401K to see how bad I got hit with all this wallstreet BS ( Read more... )

I been bitching lately to Josh about how I can't write anymore. How my muse seems to have died. I blame him for it, in a half-teasing way. Truth of it is, I can't write when things are ok, I can't write when things are so-so wishy washy bleh. That fire in my lungs only burns bright when I'm broken, bruised, destroyed, hurt, confused. He should take ( Read more... )

There's a clean cut that's been made...I'm draining and I don't know how/if I want to fix it...

In the end are all my reasons for hiding you nothing more than a cover for my own denial?

If true this betrayal of trust could be the last straw.

I'm unraveling today and there is too much planned for these hours for me to focus all my energy on this, yet ( Read more... )

Ok this pisses me off so I'm sharing ( Read more... )

I don't know what's going on with my head anymore. Weird ass dream last night, feeling completely run down, depressed, sluggish ( Read more... )

dad just called. the vet figured out what's been wrong with schatzie...she has a tumor on her voicebox...even with surgery the vet gave her 6 months tops...she'll be leaving us on friday...i'm going home tonight to spend some time with my puppers ( Read more... )

No today's suck of the day must be changed ( Read more... )

This may be a new theme with me...maybe...we'll see if I post again tomorrow...

Today's Suck of the Day...

Having a gut feeling that an existing problem will always be a problem in one way or another.

Thank you that has been suck of the day, tune in tomorrow for something else that sucks.

>:(